Princess Dreamzy~ Happy New Year 2009!

2010-05-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

dun like this feeling of waiting at this place...

on last sun, there was this stupid idoitic ppl from rey employment agency pte ltd came to my branch with his super black face. he wanted to deposit cash and chq together, so i told him (very nicely wor~) that chq won't be able to clear on that dAY, it would only be clear on tues after 2pm, then he said "so?"
so i say nvm, i will help him dep the cash and will help him write again n a new pics of dep voucher, then he started saying that why your bank so stupid must have this rule to separate the cash and chq, so i say AGAIN it's bcuz chq cant clear on the same day. then he started scolding and shouting like hell at me...then he asked me y i have to keep talked back to him? i just ignore his stupid idoitic hell voice and started to help him write.... blarr blarr blarr.... that idoit before he went off, he threw sweet at me!!!!(wth) stupid idoit ppl keep coming to my branch and use their super terrible voice and started to throw "temper" at us. sometime the 'big one' won't come out and just let us handle ourselves. wa lau~

2009-03-03T06:33:00.000-08:00

look like every thing seem to be unfair for everybody....i dunno...this is wat i experience from his house...his sis talked to his bro's gf nicely (i can said is very very very very nicely) This is wat i have never experience befpre since the day i know him...i dunno...maybe she is very good with every body except him...or i can said she is bias...i dunno...i everyday hope that their relationship can improve but after three year...i give up...nth seem to change...

BUT...I'M STILL HOPING~

2009-02-27T22:15:00.000-08:00

look like many ppl read my blog.... but those whom i dun refer to them thot that i am scold them...and those i am angry with.....................

To Heather and Sherm: the ones i say bitchy dun refer to you all...so u dun have to care wat i say...and if i 'pulled' u all down...i apologised cuz i dun mean its u two....

And to those who reading this.....FORGET IT.....

Forgive and Forget............................

2009-02-26T17:25:00.000-08:00

APPARENTLY, Filzar had read my post and said that i dunno how to spell the crystal name...anyway, i dunno why the group of them are so bitchy that they read my post and start talking abt me in their blog. someone told me to ignore them (the 'H' and thier grp), saying that they are born BITCHY and theirr are jealous abt the things i received from darling.
But, i just can get the things i want and which they cant! i dun see them scolding Sherm for her way of "acting sweet' in class (which i actually think she look nice but her way of showing is too......) many ppl tell me that they dun like the way she acting or wat...But, to say the truth, the one which i once thot that she is really nice frenz because i known her since the Orientation is gone... maybe i am too sensitive over what she say abt me... Or just like my darling said: ask them to talk to me if they are not happy with you OR u must drop the thot of saying them in your blog, dun act like them...if u dun like ppl to talk abt u, then dun say ppl.

OKAY, i troed the 2nd way out, i talk abt all my things and life but they are still some bitchy that dun like me to 'HAO LIAN' in my own blog which apparently i dun meant to let them read but they just love to read my blog....

okay okay..... i'm not angry or anything like that. I just curious that suddenly so many ppl read my blog! OR, shld i master the skill from them on hpw to 'say' ppl in my blog...??? haha...maybe i'm born too kind to do this....i want to live a longer life...

OKAY, so anyone who read my blog again please leave a comment telling me you are interested in my blog and you are so bitchy again that you are going to 'praise' me again in your blog....then i will know who you are and i can ask many ppl to read your blog!

THANK YOU FOR YOUR 'SUPPORT'

HAHAHAHA

2009-02-15T16:22:00.000-08:00

do u know why i am using bright red to write my blog???
haha...bcoz it's valentine day!!!!

i received a necklace by Swan..?..?..(dunno how to spell the name but it is a shop that sell crystals) from spider dear...and a set of outfit from him too...(but actually, i told him i want the belt only, but the person who sell the clothes won't sell the belt only, so spider went back to the shop to buy the wholth outfit ion order to give me the belt...)

next blog i will upload my present photos...

(although i think HOONIE will "scold" me again in her blog but i dun care!!! That's how my dear dotes on me which i dun think she will ever receive from her dear ba...HAHAHAHA!!!)

2009-02-08T23:27:00.000-08:00

actually, i am feeling sad that last friday was the last day of school!!! But, when i think of no need to face anymore 'good' frenzs...

every day, i am thinking of going to the hort part or the marine barrage to walk walk see see, but...everytime, i say say say but never do anything about it!

the next blog entry i should talk about a recap on my 3 years in poly!!!

TO BE CONTINUE.....

2009-01-15T18:11:00.000-08:00

today the bus i board passed by Clarke Quay, i alway loves to look at the river...it makes me feel calm...nowadays, there are so many thing for us to 'scatch our head off ' anyway, i love the quietness when i am alone in school, although i scared that ppl will think that i am very 'emo', now, i am clarifying that i'm not a emo person, just that i dun like crowd. i scare of interecting with unknown and not so good ppl...

spider faced prob in his work, i feel that the colleagues he is working with are so 'profound'... i dunno 'profound' izzit the word i should use on them...i feelt hat they are very selfish ppl... i went to look for spider so that i could eat with him...i don't like the stare they give to spider...they alway seem to be nothing to do and come over to listen to spider and my conversation....then they will laugh at dunno wat....they alway walk her and there although there are customers at their counter, they just pretend that they never saw the customers and they just walk away...then my poor litter spider would need to serve two to three customers at a time...hmmm....there is also another person whom i think that he bully spider, he is called "horse face", he always ask spider to do this and that but he never ask any other ppl to do...then the stupid manager is also blind....spider so hardworking, but when spider is late, the manager scold him...i never hear or see him scolding any ppl when they are late too...

NOW, THE EARTH GOING ROUND AND ROUND...BUT PPL ARE GETTING BLIND BLIND BLIND...

HELP! HELP! HELP!

2008-12-26T20:50:00.000-08:00

muacks~muacks~

Hot french Kiss~~~

(Saliva dripping all over.....)

OooOOoo~~~~

hehehehe!!!!!

KissKiss~

Muacks!

After bathing with him.....i love the feeling~~~

took this photo on his bed...

Baby, thank you for spending 1k to give me a wonderful christmas and anniversy....

Baby said he like this pic...

NICE NICE NICE!!!!!

took this pic while cross this brdige at...umm...izzit at Far East Plaza???

dunno how come got this pic de???

Anyway, good shoot, baby!!!

YA!!!

Lovely Dovely!!!

Baby I love YOU!!!

MUACKS~~~~~

Yeah!!!!

Clap Clap to my Baby Zhu wonderful Photo Shooting!

walking along Orchard at around 3am...

This year Xmas theme : Sweet Christmas

(Just like baby and me)

(from left to right: Spider's little bro, his frenz, Cute cute Jie Jie -Han ni andhis cousin - Yanyan)

Thanks for celebrating with me!

Love song~

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~~~~~~~~~~

lao gong singing love song to me!

(but...baby, u still can't make it to the Singapore Idol yet :P)

me sitting on spider's leggie while he took photo of me!

Sweet little darling spider~

Testing on my new Canon Powershot G10

Spider bought for me as a three year anniversy cum Xmas present!

2008-12-02T17:37:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, 1st dec, we quarral until nearly break... he went to apply for half day leave in order to talk to me about the way i had acted adnormally...

i was crying crying and crying....when he told me he treated me more impt than his job...he is willing to take leave then seeing me crying...

Anyway, just like any other days, we are ok after 1 hour...

Ya, he loves me...loves me...love me

2008-10-29T18:56:00.000-07:00

I just finished my parts for the stupid FYP...

Yesterday, Spider brought me to THIS FASHION to buy clothes. But in the end, we didn't manage to buy anything... He say i should wear sth that suit me because he said i look graceful...I should not follow someone who look like a rubbish, therefore, no matter what he or she wear, the person will aslo look like rubbish!

2008-09-11T20:07:00.000-07:00

i DUN WANT to TALK! i dun want to talk to anyone!!!!! i just want MY LIFE!

2008-07-26T02:39:00.000-07:00

i went to the TeoChew to attend the ceremony for scholarship and bursary...i hope so much that spider can be here to watch me go up stage and receive the prize...he is not there....i wished he was here...to share my happiness....i wish that i can do something to make him feel proud....have i done anything to make him proud like a peacock???
i once ask him had i did anything that he feel proud of??? He said because of my everything, he feel very proud....

Zhu Zhu....how i hope u were here with me during the ceremony...

I Love You. <3

2008-07-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

today i post another blog again...

i was feeling so sleepy these few days...don't feel like doing anything...

tomorrow is zhu zhu's off day le....i got many place that i wan to go leh...but dunno where to go...

Now, i must sae sth VERY impt!!! Today at 7.08 am in the morning, i msg star star bcuz i got nth to do...i ask him to give me his email address( i dunno why i ask for his email as i don think i will be msn online with him ba???)

Star sae he noe who am i the moment i msg him(i did not tell him who i am!!!), he sae the way i msg him, he knew it's me alreadi...

Anyway, if Zhu zhu know i msg him, he sure be jealous de...Hahaha...My dear zhu zhu

2008-07-07T22:34:00.000-07:00

i had change a new skin to my blog...Hehehe...the skin look so sweet!
Today is tues, that's means i have to wait until thurs so that spider will be having his off day!

i am thinking wat to do on thurs.....

1) i will hug hug my zhu zhu! i have so little time to see him after school reopen....

2)i thinking of watching a movie...the panda show??? wanted???haiz...but i don't think i got time to watch the movie since school will end at 3 on thurs

3)i want to go to the HORT PARK that is near to VIVO. i saw on TV that the bridges can link to many places...i want to go and have a look!

This two days i could hardly sleep...i keep waiting up to see the time...so scare that i will be late for school...BUT...anyways, i also late for school this two days...

i saw people with their bf/gf...so envious??? i will miss my spider zhu zhu badly...

zhuzhu, i want go out and play...!!!

This thurs i must also take many photos with my zhu zhu leh!!! i feel that we don't have many photos that got us together de!!! zhu zhu should not capture my photo anymore...i found out that his phones don't have his photo de...all is my photos...

But, i should not be complaining right??? IF i saw other ppl photos in his hp i sure not happy de!!! :P

2008-05-30T00:10:00.000-07:00

three wk hols coming, nth to do at home...monday going to interview by my ITP company for part time job....think of not doing anything and stay at home...but also boring...think of going to sch every day and study for tests but lazy....i don't want to do this and also don't want to do that....HAiZ!!!!!!
now i type the blog also bcuz i got nth to do and got nth to sae....
this is a boring blog.....
Stupid Katherine
Boring KAtherine
我好累好无聊哦！！！！！

2008-05-01T22:23:00.000-07:00

6th of May is my birthday, i glad that zhu zhu manage to rush back to Singapore on monday (if nth happens...) He said he had alreadi bought me a present, i wonder wat izzit???

Spider says he don't like the company he is working now...but i must manage to hoax him to work, although i also don't like that company also...

I am going to Vienna Restaurant to have my birthday dinner with my parents and my aunts....she is treating us top the restaurant since she had won 4D....

I hope i can treat spider dear sth nice with my own $$$ but i don't think i can afford ba...

(SAD :( )

2008-04-06T21:47:00.000-07:00

To my spider, i know u r working very hard....i hope the ppl there is not bullying u....cheer up can? although i always complain that u nv bring me out to play...but i know u r trying ur very best to accompany me...i mean nth really,i just want to complain only...i hope u can try to cheer up and don have so many worry in ur head...my heart is hurting...

baby i love you....

2008-02-01T19:48:00.000-08:00

ni kuai dian hui lai hao bu hao????wo hen xiang ni....wo xi wang neng zai qing ren jie na tian kan dao ni....zhen de hen pa ni bu yao baby le.....wo yi jin 5 tian mei you kan dao ni le...ni hen jiu mei you pei wo qu wan le....

2008-01-30T05:35:00.000-08:00

Lao gong, wo hen xiang ni. ni dao di ji shi cai hui lai? i love you!

2008-01-15T19:07:00.000-08:00

today when i was waitin gfor spider,i saw a ONCE best friend of mine standing at the bus stop waiting for bus...so i went over to say hi...but the reaction she gave me was "what you want?" and she gave ask me a few qns that made me feel that she was laughing at me inside her heart...i cried out when she board on a bus...i feel so hurt...what had happen to her? or to me???izzit i had change le or she had change??? i still very grateful to her during secondary school as she had also walked me through the difficult time...what had happen???why everyone seem to be leaving me...i feel so alone...so scared....spider help me!!!!i want to get out of my depression...

2007-11-17T07:43:00.000-08:00

Christmas coming!!! it also means that we r 2gether for 2 yrs le.....'clap' congrate! spider wanted me to choose a x'mas gift....he wants to buy me a big teddy bear,i dun wan...wat do i want???a x'mas tree...haha...i lurve u dear....thanks for the 2 yrs...i really happy....thk for doting me and tells me u lurve me too cuz i 'm unique from other!!!Thank you

2007-09-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

I saw my ex-best frenz got a bf,dunno why i feel weird weird de.i think i have seen that guy before but jux can't remember where have i seen him.The guy said he will luv her forever,but dunno why somehow i dun believe.Shld i believe that they will be forever?i dunno.i think i may be envious of them...But, shld i be envious of them when i have spider with me all along for more than 1 year and 8 mths? I feel that i am very bad cuz i feel that he won't be with her forever...Dunno why i feel this way,jux have a strong feeling about this.
Bad Katherine :(

2007-07-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

No picture. I dun wan to Put. Feel like i am a loser who is going around to harm people.
i not purposely want to do thing badly. i'm Sorry. feeling very miserable inside my heart. my mum went to the temple and pray for me,the 'qian1' say i am having lots and lots of worries days and nights, if this continue,i will have misfortune. Sometime i cannot say that don't believe the god,he was correct to what i am facing now. Worries, tons and tons of worries.
i cry many times le...sometime i jux keep knocking my head on hard thing. So scare that friendship maybe ruin, so no matter what happen, i jux keep quiet even if i am not happy.
please, can someone advise me how what to do??? Help me please!

2007-06-29T19:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, 29th of June...Spider asked me 'do i hate him?'.

He asked for my hand, he asked me will i marry him and be his wife and we will walk down the road forever....i say no...to him....But to say the truth, deep inside my heart,i felt so touched.

To conclude, he proposed to me.

2007-05-12T05:13:00.000-07:00

To...those who will be reading this blog. Just wanna tell all of u that i am not someone who just love my bf''s money!!! to the person who say that, i had forgive u for wat u had said but pls take note that if u don want ppl to say the same thing to u,pls stop doing that....Thanks for reading!

i feel that i shld do something good to my frenzs...now i am still thinking of wat to do...

2007-05-03T17:11:00.000-07:00

i wish my birthday i can go and walk along the Singapore River or sea...i have this urge of going to the beach...i love the calm feeling....i have too much troubles in my mind...Happy Birthday....,to myself.

2007-04-14T01:30:00.000-07:00

very excited to go back school!!! Miss all of the guys in my class....but keep feeling that sth is missing....Spider had gone back....not here anymore...he bought me a phone....but i still feel so sad...esp saw couples walking pass me...

i am now thinking this semester,i hope i can have a group who is willing to do projects with me!i hate the feeling having to go around asking ppl if they want me to be in their group....

See U guys in class!!!

2007-01-25T16:43:00.000-08:00

See this Mr bean??? i always feel like i look like mr bean....not on look but on the way people look at me...sometime i love the quietness around me when no one is with me..i am always by myself...just like bean,his only best frenx which i believe is only the bear which he always bring along. i hope people can regard me as their best frenz....as i really regard everyone around me as their friends.

i am envious of Hoyan,his stead is always by her side no matter where she goes.i suddenly love the feeling when i am working in Sheng Siong,spider is around me all the time....!!! Although we were working in the different deparment,but i love the feeling to know that he is by my side. i always see hoyan and Guohao holding hands in the school,so envious...not that spider never hold my hands or dote on me....i must admit that spider dote on me very much(that is wat all my frenz say...),he let me do the thing i want to do...but,nowadays i realise that this is not the relationship i want...i miss the days when we first together,i miss the first dating where we went bugis,first holding hands at first date,i miss the day when my heart pump very fast when he first kiss me in the cinema at bugis...but now...i can't find the atmosphere anymore!!!i never feel my heart pump very fast when he hold me or kiss me...i just feel that there is no chemisty in us.sometime i always wonder that is spider just like a 'kor kor' to me or i always regard him as my boyfrenz...someone tell me pls???

2007-01-21T18:18:00.000-08:00

i 17 going to be 18 le...i have grow up le...i want to find Bi Xia back...i miss the days she understand me....i had ask Zhi Yan for advise...he asked me to fllow my heart...Ben also...i had msg her...but in my heart i still worry that she wont answer me... actually, i really cherish ppl around me...Just to sae a word to my dear friend: " i'm sorry"

My class look like we are being divided into 2 gangs....haiz....i not in any of the gangs pls....i want frenzs,not gangs

I saw an old lady selling tissue paper at the bus stop near SP,i want to buy from her but my spider stopped me...i dunno why i will cry whenever i saw poor ppl like the old lady...i am emotional...i am mad...i just want everyone to live in peace and they won't have to worry abt money...i want the places i go are all 'poor ppl' 'free',i want everyone around me to live happily...

i love spider,therefore,i maybe will going to break with my spider. My relatives all don like him, same as my parents...i am lying to him that i will marry him if i grow up...but,everyone know that we wont be having the happy ending(which i always want with my spider)...i hope he would find someone who will really marry him and love him...i cant give him proise that i will make him happy...he always want to protect me that seem harm to me..."spider, i have grow up le...i think i can protect myself...so,pls leave me..."
Pls leave me before i regret,thanks for doting on me,i love the feeling when u dote on me but it's the time i shall let u go...let u find someone who really can give u happiness,someone who her parents love u as their son...pls go...this is the only thing i can return ur love on me...i'm sorry...